A confession to God
Hi,Today I'm gonna make a confession here
Let's just say I have this kind of strange and rare disease.Before I've got this disease, I've never thought that being healthy is one of the most precious gift from the God.I've never thought before,that being sick like this will be able to makes me cry,scream,and losing some hope.Nobody knows what exactly the cause of this disease,even the doctor doesn't know about it.Everything is uncertain.
So now here I am,lying in my bed,typing in my keyboard,while my whole body covered in bruises and red marks that burned my skin.
I rarely plea before.I rarely pray to God for something.But now I often pray to God,hoping that God will bless me and cured me from this disgusting disease.Maybe this is a punishment from the God,because I've been a bad person in my lifetime,or maybe this is His way to makes me closer with Him.
Whatever the reason is,I just hope that God will give me enough patience to deal with this,support me through this sickness,and finally,cured me from this disease.
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Monday,November 29th 2010
Hi everyone!today is the first day of the mid-term examination,and today's subject are math & germany...Right.Math,I'm doomed.Whatever,wish me luck guys!
Anyway that's not what I wanna post here.
I don't know what I'm feeling right now,but I guess I'll just say it.
Look,I'm not trying to be equal,I'm done trying in the past.I'm trying to be kind,but I'm not looking for a reward.I'm seeking for respect but you're not giving it to me,and I'm getting used to it.You are part of something while I'm merely nothing.You are everything that I'm not,the exact opposite of mine.You've hurted me so many times I can't recall.But still,I care about you.You're my friend.Either you turn around or move forward,I'll always be there for you.As long as you want me to.
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Heather Morris and Harry Shum.Jr show you how to do the popular dance known as The Dougie.Yeay!
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lesson from life
Never trust anyone.Never expected too much.Trust in them will only cut your heart into halves.I know it such a pain when you have nobody to trust,but believe me,it works.I used to belive in what so called "friends",but now I'm not.I believe in myself,only.
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Missing bracelet.
I lose my bracelet.I always keep it close,wear it in my hand,and bring it everywhere,but somehow, it dissapeared.I don't know where it is.No matter where I look,I still can't find it.Just like I lose my friend.
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Thursday,September 30th 2010
Maybe moving to another school or die would make everything becomes better.Just maybe.I'm not that weak.
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Senior High School
As days go by,I'm getting more comfortable in this place.New friends,new teachers,new point of view.Maybe senior high school life isn't so bad after all.
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